It is a word I am learning to hate. When do we use situation in a positive way? We always intend that something is the problem and situations are always something we avoid.
I hate my situation. To be on the outside looking in. To see your life unfold and you be happy and to see that you are loved. If only you knew. If only I had known. All of this time when I tried to deny it to myself. As much as I wish I could block you out of my life to protect you from my longing heart, I know that I can't, and I know that you would never let me. All the more to add to my situation.
Now I sit here, heavy at heart trying to deny my feelings, trying to keep things to myself. Wish I could tell you, wish I could tell everyone. Maybe I have already told too many people. One has already been enough.
Other than all of that jazz. Rest in peace Steve Thiem. I guess I never really knew you that well. But I do know that you were the father of my best friend. Thank you for all you have done for him and his family. For being in his life.
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