1 John 4:18

After watching Batman Begins I have been thinking about fear in my life. Fear is so powerful and controls so much of me.

"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear..." --1 John 4:18

Does this mean I fail? Does this mean I don't have love in my life if I am still fearful? As much as I think that I have nothing to fear in life I still know there are unconscious fears that control me without my thinking about it.

So what do I fear? I know of a few things that strongly influence my actions. For example, I know that I fear failure. But how do I not fear it and not be over confident and expect success?

I feel like I have a million questions running through my dome right now. Zero answers. If only I could just have what I want the most right now. Why are the hardest things to get the things that are closest to you?