The best feeling in the world might be to know that you have influenced someone's life. When they tell you that you have done something for them and to hear that you are their best friend makes me smile at my core. If you want to make me the happiest person in the world let me know that I am doing something right, that I am appreciated. It means the world to me. It is isn't 'just something nice to say' with me. It really means a lot.
Another thing that I would like to say is that I have been one of the most blessed people in the world.
Kayla, since you have mentioned me in your blog, I shall return the favor. Have I ever been a lucky person to know you! It is amazing what our friendship has become after how it started. This might be partially because of how you have changed and grow up over the course of the year. You are in the top three friends I have ever had and probably the best girl (insert safety pause) friend I have ever had. Without you I never would have had well you for a friend (of course) or a majority of the friends I have now. You have put up with so many of my problems and take way to much crap from me that you don't deserve. Unfortunately I can be a real pain sometimes! I used to think I would never be able to trust you, now I trust you would my life. I used to think that I would never call you my "best" friend but now I can say you are one of the VERY BEST. :] When the world falls apart you are what I have to fall back onto. I appreciate that more than words could ever express. Thank you for everything you have ever done for me.
I need to say put this somewhere
13 years ago
This really hurts to read (my problems don't get put up with) but I am the same way (in regards to what someone should do if they want to make me feel good).
ReplyDeleteThere is no reason of posting this, please do me a favor and ignore it entirely (even though I don't want you to).
James, you make no sense to my mind.
ReplyDeleteIt's simple, really. I am in pain and my flesh thinks that the way to fix it is to draw attention to myself and let people know that I'm hurting and hope that will make them care and want to help and show me love, but my spirit knows that isn't what I really want and isn't going to be what is best for me. But I don't want what is best for me I want what will make me feel better right now.
ReplyDeletecould you refrain from posting your quest for pity on my blog?
ReplyDeleteYes, I can do that.
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