2 Semesters. 10 Classes. 4 Different Roommates.
Not much school knowledge gained. So much understanding of myself as a person and my future. Friendships that could never be broken. Failed relationships and unsuccessful crushes. Strengthened relationship with God.
Many things have came out of this year. Good and bad.
Bad being my grades and my effort. Terrible. I have so much potential that I basically wasted this year. So much that God has blessed me with and I have thrown away. So much opportunity brushed aside. Was I not ready? Or did I just need this wake up call to get my act together? I wish I could be someone who could academically make his parents proud. Instead I have to drop a class because I am failing and then fail get enough credits to be a sophomore. Good job Scott. Good plan when you are trying to get money to go back to WSC next year. Why would anyone give me money if I just throw it all away?
On the upside, WSC has been the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I am so thankful for the people I had around me. Especially the people that went out of their way to invest in my life. It was so amazing to see people reach out to me. They definitely changed my life. Even the parents of some of my friends have been great friends to me. I appreciate it so much. God has definitely worked through many people to take a hold of my heart. I have never been around so many Christians on a consistent basis and it has been an amazing experience. I also have gained a new appreciation for my family. I didn't get to see them a lot but when I did they were always there to take me back in. I love them so much. They have done so much for me! I will never be able to repay them! (speaking of... I owe them money... )
End Conclusion:
God is definitely telling me that I need to get my act together. I shouldn't have trouble with motivation, because God should always be my motivation. I should be doing everything for Him! My prayer is that God will find a way to get me back to WSC so He can give me another chance even though I don't deserve it!
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A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And If I stumble again
I'm caught in our grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, your glory goes
Beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, Your glory goes
Beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, your glory goes
Beyond all fame
On the upside, WSC has been the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I am so thankful for the people I had around me. Especially the people that went out of their way to invest in my life. It was so amazing to see people reach out to me. They definitely changed my life. Even the parents of some of my friends have been great friends to me. I appreciate it so much. God has definitely worked through many people to take a hold of my heart. I have never been around so many Christians on a consistent basis and it has been an amazing experience. I also have gained a new appreciation for my family. I didn't get to see them a lot but when I did they were always there to take me back in. I love them so much. They have done so much for me! I will never be able to repay them! (speaking of... I owe them money... )
End Conclusion:
God is definitely telling me that I need to get my act together. I shouldn't have trouble with motivation, because God should always be my motivation. I should be doing everything for Him! My prayer is that God will find a way to get me back to WSC so He can give me another chance even though I don't deserve it!
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From the Inside Out -- Hillsong United.
A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And If I stumble again
I'm caught in our grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, your glory goes
Beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, Your glory goes
Beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, your glory goes
Beyond all fame
I'll be praying that you figure it out. I've been down that same road, and look where I am now (kicked out and unhappy). That doesn't have to be you.
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