Welcome back.

Ahhh yes. It has been a while hasn't it? No, I have not forgotten about this. I just always have things I want to say that I can't say because some certain person would read it. I hate that I have that problem all the time. Sorry if you are indirectly mentioned. Nothing personal. I love you regardless. Anyway. this will be another one of my rants like always.

A. Apparently I am super awkward. Which is fantastic. I was thinking about the labeling theory in sociology today and how that when you are labeled that you become it because people mirror you that way. So I guess that is why I tend to be anti social now and just sit in my room. Spare people the trouble.
B. I hate it when people make me do something and then I do it and get yelled at it for it. LOVE!
C. I love it when people are super indirect to make hints about things they can't stand about me. I wish people were direct and would actually talk to me. That would be fantastic.
D. I really hate being lumped into groups with other people. So I really don't like to do that. Now I am playing Dungeons and Dragons and now I am "That guy" Thanks world. Haters.
E. It drives me up a wall when people say they don't like someone but act like they do. And then they lead them on and I along with others have to deal with the mess afterwards. Do people think at all? I am unsure.
F. Yes. I get along actually quite well with the people I have dated. I am quite proud of that. I don't get why it is such an issue for some people.
G. My faith is a mess right now. I can't get focused at all. Well, at least it is getting better now. I am probably dropping my education major and changing to something that would be good for missionary work. I am thinking sociology or communication right now. Pray for me.
H. I must fail at friendships. Because most of the time I feel like my best friends are my ex and my mom. Not saying anything against them since they are awesome people but I guess it doesn't look the best. Maybe that is why I am super awkward. Sweet. I love never ending circles...
I. It drives me nuts when people expect me to drive everywhere  even though I don't have a car.
J. I love people just assume that everyone has texting. Like it is physically impossible to buy a phone without it. Or when people ask for my number and I tell them that I don't have texting and they don't want my number anymore. Rude. I also love it when people rip me for not responding to their texts.... my bad. I apologize from the bottom of my heart.
K. It is really annoying when someone you look up to completely blows you off. So be careful as to who you blow off. Because you never know who idolizes you.

That is all. For now.